Hi I'm Emma phoenix,
im 19 verging on 20 ( arch it's scary that the older you get the faster the days fly by) XD

I've had this account for about 2 months now & I've had no idea what to talk or write about. I wanted to write something with meaning. The stuff that I've been through over the years that others could relate to and know they're not on their own!

Unfortunately that's what I've always found difficult because I'm that person who puts a strong facade on just so people don't see my tears as a sign of weakness and take advantage of it ( I've done it before and regretted it later)
I just go through the motions at the time Then block it out and for awhile it worked but there comes a time when you can't block out everything including feelings ( makes me sound like the terminator haha)
So this is me dealing with it and putting shit to rest finally!

I live in a small village in Wales ( everyone knows everyone's business here ha!) with my stepdad ( who's bipolar) and stepbrother luke and my mum ( who suffers with clinical depression)
Ok so living with my mum isn't easy. It never has been she's difficult to talk to about things without her taking anything you say personally or she just doesn't want to listen half the time.
For my mum I am her rock always have been since I was able to understand what she actually saying